Dear Diary,
This has not been a very good day for me. Not only did I have an aggravating bout of insomnia, but Iāve been mentally in the slumps. On paper, my day was fantastic: I wrote for over eight hours on two different books, Interview With A Werewolf (which Iām now on the Yellow Revision of) and a new Quickies project Iāve had on the back burner for a while titled Knocking Up The MILF, which is actually (surprisingly) almost finished. Like, in the next few days Iāll probably be releasing it.
Because of my strange mental state, every task Iāve approached today (other than writing) I had to practically force myself to get through. I still havenāt finished everything because of this. Anne has been beautiful, giving me mental and emotional support and even cuddling with me when I just wanted to lay in bed and sulk. She also stopped me from thoroughly dismantling my laptop. I didnāt even have a reason to take it apart, I just wanted to.
Days like this are the downside of being a passionate person: I have really high highs and really low lows. Iām probably bipolar, I dunno, but Iām more high than low, soā¦
There was a bright side to my day though:
The moment I saw this book I busted out laughing, and it made me realize just how far outside the box I really need to go. I mean, I really need to step my game up if motherfuckers are putting out books like this. š
It looks like an awesome book, and Iām definitely getting myself a copy. You should too. I donāt know this author personally, but Iām willing to bet we would get along famously.
Anyway, thatās all for now.
I need to try and readjust my mindset because I canāt keep walking around all emo. Maybe Iāll savagely spider-monkey J.C. (my big brother) when he gets home. šµ Yeah, that sounds like a promising idea. Heāll never see it comingā¦
Iāll see you tomorrow, loves.
#Emo
āI refuse the compliment that I think like a man, thought has no sex, one either thinks or one does not.ā
ā Clare Boothe Luce
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